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ππππ πππ π·π πππ Is everyone alright? Is everyone ok? So many people that I love and adore on here are not feeling to well and to be honest Iβm not feeling great ether. Please friends, we all love you so goddamn much please donβt do something to harm yourself, I and many people are here and love you. Even if you donβt have much support irl, even if this app is trash and has terrible rules, everyone on here adores you and I have found great friends in each and every one of you. Iβm having trouble
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4 years agosleeping, anxiety at its highest, so many horrible things but I just remember all of my fantastically perfect friends on here and it makes me push through. Please donβt harm yourself, or think bad about yourself, we are here for you. If you would like to vent, share your feelings, just let everything out, just go right ahead Iβm listening if you need me. ~ππππππ
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4 years agoThank you for that ππ I hope you feel better soon too π
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4 years ago@CΓ₯rdz Youβre absolutely fine, Iβm sorry this is all happening to you, Iβm here if you need some support π
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4 years ago@π» Grace π»~contest No problem, thank you also βΊοΈππ
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4 years ago@~Vixenminecraft~ I felt really bad for a while when my step dad took my childhood dogs with him when he left, they didnβt really die but I still feel horrible and miss them, I know how you feel and Iβm right behind you if you need to tell me anything π
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4 years agoHonestly your such a great person and I hope everything is ok and everything gets better. I think itβs so kind to do what you doπβΌοΈ
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4 years ago@Maddinightwing/sandwing π No problem, I just want to get the word out that there are people who care and they have me π
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4 years ago@β’InkyStudiosβ’ Thank you so much, you are very kind person yourself! π
Recolorist
4 years agoEh...
I wanna vent but one of my fears is being selfish, even if Iβm not really being selfish and nobody is bothered by me. REEE I FEEL SO SELFISH
Oh well here goes! α( α )α
Recolorist
4 years agoSchool is starting soon and Iβm already not getting enough sleep as it is. I feel stressed around my parents because I hate talking to them about serious things, because every time I do, I feel uncomfortable and I feel like a disappointment to them. Other than that, I have no reason to be unhappy. But my brain INSISTS that Iβm not happy, FOR NO GOSH DARN REASON. Iβm a pretty lucky person, as far as life goes. Iβve got parents that care about me, I have an education, etc. And yet near the (limit)
Recolorist
4 years agoEnd of school last year, late at night, I found myself grabbing a mechanical pencil and gouging scratches into my arm. Not enough to draw blood, but I scar easily and I have very faint marks. Why mechanical pencils? Because Iβm scared of someone finding out, and my parents would easily be able to find out if I were to use something sharper that would draw blood. Iβm not suicidal, I donβt want to die, but I still wanna hurt myself for no apparent reason and I feel like an idiot. I hate (limit)
Recolorist
4 years agoTelling people because I always convince myself that Iβm just doing it for attention and Iβm being selfish. I havenβt hurt myself this summer, but Iβve been wanting to. I only donβt because summer equals short sleeves, and Iβm likely going to do it again during winter. Iβm so scared for myself, but Iβm even more scared of what my parents would think. I guess itβs because Iβve never been able to share my opinions with them without getting some kind of negative response, and they make (limit)
Recolorist
4 years agoMe uncomfortable when we talk about serious things. Even more, there are very few people at school that I feel like I can actually confide in with this kind of stuff. I donβt feel like I fit in with any of my friends, and I feel like that person that just follows them around and annoys them. So ye, thatβs what Iβm dealing with. Hecc I feel like that was so unnecessary and burdensome and annoying.
Felt good to get it out tho I guess.
Bahari_Blue
4 years agoHey dude, you are an amazing person and one hecc of an artist. I know this sounds stupid, but I kind of look up to you. You are so creative and wonderfully talented. We love you and want you to stay safe. @JordanTheDragon (:1)
Bahari_Blue
4 years agoDex, we love you. It sucks that anxiety is getting the better of you but I know youβre a strong person and you can pull through. And sorry but Iβm going to start off really strong. I hate feeling needy and helpless. Schoolβs about to start and Iβm scared because Iβve had some really shitty teachers and Iβm getting two new ones this year. Hopefully these teachers are actually qualified for the job and do not just teach me nothing and expect me to be a goddamn genius.
Bahari_Blue
4 years agoIf thatβs not enough, people want me to run for school president and my glossophobia immediately kicks in. My parents think Iβm a baby when I say itβs a phobia. Does increased heart-rate, shortness in breath, feeling dizzy, about to vomit, stabbing myself with nails, and biting my hand until itβs purple sound normal to you? And thatβs when I donβt have a sharp object.
Bahari_Blue
4 years agoWhenever Iβm not suicidal I think about what being dead would be like. Would I be a ghost? Would people mourn me? Would close friends cry at my funeral? Would Heaven and Hell appear? Is there an afterlife? Or is it just an endless cold and black void, enough to make you want to kill yourself again? Sorry for this nonsense. I just woke up from a long night watching Good Omens. Love you, Dex.
π¦Resident Akaashiπ
4 years agoYou are to good for this world.....never change please π€
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